Life has been hard for me in the last couple months with my parents and at the beginning of the year I has a spell where I had begun to self harm. I used to burn myself with a lighter in places I could hide and scratch myself until I bled. Thinking back on it now it's sickening but I'm working on it now except the last few weeks has been awful plus I'm stressing about GCSEs and I'm afraid my habit of scratching myself has returned. I now have two marks on my arm where I've scraped away the skin. It's horrible for me to know I think the pain is kinda ..nice. Urgh! haha you probably think i'm some sort of freak now, well i don't disagree with you but good good friends to help me but they've never known about the self-harming and after reading this will most likely avoid me, haha.
But Anyway...
Enough of the depressing stuff the good news is my father who has been living with his brother may be having a flat right here in tonna so that means I can see him all the time :D I am so happy I could cry!!!
So today I'm revising for my maths exam on tuesday like a good girl. I'm pretty damn bored :P
Sorry about bumming people out but I've felt all bleugh and needed to express it somewhere. Sorry Xxx
Bummer D:
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