Christmas Eve!

You better watch out, 
You better not cry,
You better not pout,
I'm telling you why,
Tim Allen's coming to town;)


Merry Christmas everyone, I haven't really blogged for a while but life is soo good atm. My dad's got a place, a flat and it's bloody brilliant, I'm so happy for him. I'm so excited for Christmas now and looking forward to the new year too.




I wish you a hopeful christmas
I wish you a brave new year 


~Until then Xxx

Potter Picks.

Favorite character of all: Severus Snape
Favorite female student: Luna or Hermione
Favorite male student: Ronald Weasley
Favorite female professor: McGonagall or Trelawny
Favorite male professor: Mad Eye Moody
Favorite female Death Eater: Bellatrix
Favorite male Death Eater: Lucius Malfoy
Favorite female order member: Molly
Favorite male order member: Remus
Favorite Marauder: Sirius
Favorite Trio: Hermione
Favorite Slytherin: Draco
Favorite Hufflepuff: What the hell is a hufflepuff?
Favorite Gryffindor: Harry
Favorite Ravenclaw: Luna
Hottest Marauder: Sirius...duh



Least favorite character of all: Dobby
Least favorite female student: Lavender Brown
Least favorite male student: Cedric Diggory
Least favorite female professor: Umbridge
Least favorite male professor: Lockhart
Least favorite female Death Eater: is it alectro or alecto carrow?
Least favorite male Death Eater: Karkoroff
Least favorite female order member: It's not that I dislike Tonks, she's the only other female one
Least favorite male order member: Mundungus
Least favorite Marauder: Pettigrew
Least favorite Trio: Harry, so bloody annoying :L
Least favorite Slytherin: pansy
Least favorite Hufflepuff: What the HELL is a hufflepuff?:O
Least favorite Gryffindor: Cormac or LavLav 
Least Favorite Ravenclaw: Cho Chang


Favorite class: Potions, Runes & Defence Against The Dark Arts
Favorite spell: Wingardium Leviosa
Favorite school: Hogwarts
Favorite house: Slytherin & Ravenclas
Favorite alley: Diagon Alley
Favorite Hogsmeade shop: Honeydukes
Favorite Diagon Alley shop: The weasley brother's joke shop ^,^
Favorite Knockturn Alley shop: borgin and burkes
Favorite sweet: Bertie Botts Every Flavour Bean
Favorite drink: Fire Whiskey
Favorite Zonko product: was it sugar quills?
Favorite wand: Elder wand & Lucius' cane head nomnomnom!
Favorite Deathly Hallow: Invisibility Cloak
Favorite game: Wizard Chess
Favorite Patronus: Doe, Phoenix & werewolf ;)
Favorite Animagus: Snuffles :D
Favorite Horcrux: Diary, Nagini & Locket- the scene with ron is one of my favs :D
Favorite Voldemort: Hot Voldie;)
Favorite home: Burrow & 12 Grimmauld Place
Favorite family: Malfoy & Weasley
Favorite bloodline: Muggle born :D
Favorite Unforgivable Curse: Cruciatus curse of course :)
Favorite prison: Azkaban
Favorite dark wizard: Voldie of course :D then Bella :)


This was taken from a wonderwizard found here :http://alwaysss-sslytherin.deviantart.com/

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I GOT AN STYLOPHONE!! It is actually wonderful. I love it haha been annoying the family with it too :D I can half successfully play Yankee Doodle & Silent Night. I'm on the look out to the stylophone music to 'Have Yourself A Merry Little Christmas' so if anyone knows where I can find it that would be awesome:D

So today I was all ill so I had to come home and the women who my mother is cleaning for is moving to New Zealand (lucky!) and she's been cleaning out some old things and has given my mother a bag full of things that we can have and I got a mirrored box with lots of jewellery and a manicure set & the stylophone and she sent drawing books and a lizard statue for my brother so it's like a mini Christmas ahh and has totally made my day since I've been off all icky :(

                
Well I'm off for a bath and to relax. :D Xxx

^,^

I have the biggest smile on my face :D Spent a very lovely two hours with this guy that I like it was nice just to be the two of us <3 

It finally feels like Christmas and things seem to be on the up with my parents. My day's been rather productive too look:

 managed to sort out my make up. Need to make the mother a cup of tea and then crack on with my room :D
Life is looking rather good Xxx

For My Redhead Family

Hey umm I've heard some pretty bad news today. That my best friend's mother who hasn't been very well had to be rushed into hospital with suspected meningitis. Emily's been like a second mother to me, she's always been there for me in times where my mother couldn't. She's been so amazing and she's helped me the deal with my parents divorce. I respect her and love her with all my little heart. She really is wonderful. So I just wanted to say that I hope she gets better and that I'm thinking of her.

Another wonderful person is her daughter Heather. Emily's condition has proved difficult at times and Heather is one of the most fantastic people I know and I really don't say it enough. She's been brave and supportive and it's amazing how she's managed to balance her GCSEs and worries with those of her mother and her (way too) emotional best friend. This is just a little something to say my thoughts are with them, they are two beautiful people and ARE family to me. I love you both guys and I hope the end of the storm comes soon. Everything will be okay, I'll make sure of it xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

I love you Xx

Love

Love is a difficult and twisted thing. I don't want a relationship like my parents. Years of ignoring and secretly hating each other. Evil. I know that love can be difficult and to those who find it I congratulate you. I've grown up knowing nothing but insults and hatred, I grew up seeing love like it was in the movies; hoping that's what love was really like. Now i'm fifteen and my parents have finally admitted they don't love each other anymore; well my mother doesn't love my father. They were disfunctional but they slotted together. They were perfect for each other; a while ago. 

Today I have discovered my mother's been having an affair since August(roughly) and that the guy she was with has moved to spain and they're still in touch. I think this may have been the reason she decided to leave my father. I feel like I've been stabbed or slapped across the face. To think of my mother with someone else it sickens me. I know in the long run she'd find someone else but to know that everyday for the last four months she's been with him; happy and then she's come home and she's angry and upset with us all. If she loved him that much I'd have rather she went to spain with him. 

I don't care about her excuses. She's my mother I feel betrayed that she didn't tell me and I had to read her diary to find it out. Urgh.

updating :D

my internet is back :D
god i've missed refreshing devaintART over and over :D & I've picked my prom dress!!! I can't tell you wat it looks like because it's a secret but ahhmygawd it's beautiful!!!

& HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS ahh it was amazing!! so excited for the last one, going to cry so much + i may be seeing it again with someone sepcial (a)


Mocks this week though :( 
Ahh well just gives me a reason to celebrate afterward + christmas soon ahh :D Xxx